My healer

Psalm:He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds...This is a story of a young woman who was desperate for love she desired to love and be love.Along the way she thought she found what she was looking for but the young man just wasn't ready for her he said he loved her but she didn't understand why he just didn't want to be with her.In the midst of all this she held the hope that someday she will find that person,she grew up in the household of faith but she still didn't know the love of God in Christ.Along her journey of life looking of looking for love and wanted to putthebroken pieces of her life together every night she would go to sleep hoping for a better tommorow and praying that the one who will satisfy her every need would show up.In her heart she knew that if she wants this unconditional love then she would have to surrender Anne give her life to Christ but she was afraid to do so even thoughher heart was compelling her that way,she knew that she would have to give up on"premarital sex" of which she knew it was a sin against God and also it was the way of having a long term relationship in this days.She met a minister who led her to the Lord Jesus Christ after she asked for a prayer request for guidance in her life.This man of God told her that she way spiritually low and that is why she was simply existing and there was no life within her because Christ wasn't in her or rather she didn't have that relationship with him.Her life begun to turn around for the better whenshe finally committed herself to the Lord and allow him to be the Lord over her life,her music changed,her frownwas turned into smiles her tears wiped away sorrow removed this was all because the Lord who was within her was bringing this inward chang to her.Pastime passed by she still knew there was something missing and that wassomeone to share the love with the joy with and the smile she still had a deep longing to have someone to call herhusbqnd and the future father of their children she sought God every day by lifting this prayers up to him.The Lord was pleased because she delighted herself in the Lord always and she had no false motive all she wanted now was to share that new found love.when it seemed as though God has answered her prayers she metthis young man and she thought to herse
lf he is not my type little did she know this young handsome man was going to change her life in a way that she never imagined.Along the way as she continued to seek the Lord and asking him to sustain her the more she was getting attracted to this young man,she wasn't sure whether she was attracted to his height,his voice,his strength or what...she knew without a shadow of a doubt that her prayers were answered because when they would talk he would make her laugh,call her at night to say good night and also to say good morning.She was at a point where she knew that she was falling for him.He would speak of God's word desire the things of the Lord.One blessed day all was going to be turned upside down and the young lady's heart was going to face changes that she never saw coming at her.
Song of Solomon 3:5 Daughter of Jerusalem,I charge you by the gazelles and by the does of the field do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires.In short what I am saying is she believ ed that the young man lived her and no matter how many times she said no. He still went ahead and took a love that didn't belong to him,that when confusion came into her life the same man she believed that loved her,understood her,respected her and even shared scriptures with took her love heart and ripped it in two she didn't know where to God she didn't know how to turn to God on that day because she felt as filthy as never before.The same man that called her day and night was nowhere to be found,he wouldn't answer his calls and he seemed to careless about the woman who just grieved the holy spirit and defiled his temple.The young lady knew that she had to forgive,she needed to forgive and she needed to go back to the love that she had already started experiencing in Christ.At some point she believed that God was angry with her and she thought that she had been disqualified from the race.The shame she was bearing was unbearable.Her heart was silently breaking and her world was simply just falling apart.She had to wrestle with bitterness,confusion,anger and also she had to wrestle with ep her accuser the devil who made her feel as though she was unworthy of God's love.In the midst of all that she went through she stood strong seeking the Lord and seeking his will and above all his grace.Her guilt weighed heavily upon her that she was even blinded
to experience the Love of her heavenly Father,some days she would simply cry and pour out her soul somedays she would simply just sit looking up to the heavens hoping for rapture.God's love is unfailing unconditional and heals it takes away every pain and washes awayevery pain.This testimony is for any young woman who has longed and desired to be loved and love to find the true live in God through Christ Jesus his live dries away every tear that has been shed and he hears you when you call on to him in truth.Your motive may be right but whatever the other person's motive maybe aays know that God has you as the apple of his eyes.You may experience a heart break that is beyond repair but God knows your every pain instead of turning away from him.Draw near to him and seek to forgive your oppressors and persecutors.Some heartbreaks are designed to lead you back to the love of your heavenly Father.The devil might think that he has sent someone to breakyour heart but always know that God never ends the story without bringing back the glory....weeping may endure for a night but your joy is coming this morning.Pray for those that have hurt you,pray and do not desire any vengeance against them ask the Lord to set your hear and spirit free and he will dour.Theism merciful and kind his blood cleanses from every unrighteousness he is full of grace and truth,he sets free and he delivers y6his name is Jesus Christ the son of the living God.Be blessed as you read and always know that God has a great